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VENUS-QUETZALCOATL

“Coatl is the sacred snake whose movements mirror the way that Kundalini energy moves up the spinal column awakening the wheels of light that surround each of the major body centers. When this serpentine energy reaches the crown chakra at the top of the head, we are one with the Universal. Quetzal is the sacred bird that connects Earthly power with the Heavenly realms of the universe. Together the Quetzal and the Coatl are the creatures that are closest to the earth and heaven as well as representing the sacred balance of female and male.

This is the teaching within the name Quetzalcoatl, the teacher/savior deity to the Mayan and other Mexican peoples. According to Mayan tradition, this deity returns at specific times to again instruct humanity. According to the Mayan calendar, we are again in the time when Quetzalcoatl will return, and many people are expecting a savior to rescue us from all our problems.

…the symbol that will herald the coming of this deity, the morning star or the planet Venus. The Mayans say that the savior will come from the East like the shining star. I feel since Venus is the Goddess of love, that “love” will proclaim the coming of the balanced, awakened teacher.” (Sacred Art Sacred Earth, Heyoka Merrifield, 1993 pg. 95)

SPIRIT SERPENT

Mexico is a land full of mystery and enchantment but sad to say, also sustains a social-economic system of poverty. There is a great gulf between the haves and the have-nots. Accordingly when you travel away from the tourist areas and the major cities, you will discover a land full of proud people, which in their own way are living out a legacy of the white invaders and the narrow-minded dogmatic Christian zealots who destroyed their culture and lifeblood many centuries before. To these people and this land of the feathered serpent, this place of magic, I came once again. Many times have I journeyed to these jungles and to the highlands of this enigmatic nation, experiencing the wonder and hidden gifts of the people and the land. This time Sherry and I were bringing a group to learn, heal and awaken to their own love and power.

Some of the ones on this trip were with us last year in Hawaii, where I experienced my vision, and are now here to experience the primal energy and the surreal beauty of the Yucatan. Mexico and Hawaii are two of my favorite pilgrimage destinations. The transformational energy of each is distinct, and thus, both lands provide a different gateway and access point to the healing of one’s soul. Over the previous year (1993) I researched the symbolic and mythological knowledge of the Morning Star. Having spent many years of spiritual seeking within the mystical traditions of Mexico, I was familiar with the mythology of Quetzalcoatl as the Morning Star but never really paid much attention to it.  Since last year (1993) Venus, and its aspect as the Morning Star, became a constant in my consciousness. Thus I awoke to the fact that many of the sites around the world that I had visited were connected with Venus. However, one important historical site linked with the religion of Quetzalcoatl, that I had not visited, was Teotihuacan. I determined that, sooner than later, I needed to visit this “City of the Gods." But for now the beaches and the jungles of the Yucatan were my focus.

Since the 80’s we have been bringing groups to a wonderful, and most importantly, isolated resort about 45 minutes south of Cancun. Over the years I’ve observed the changes in this part of Mexico. When I first came here there were few tourists and very little resort development. Of course that has changed, but still there is never an absence of enchantment. Magic lingers in the air, a pristine aura that is suspended over these spirit filled lands. Jaguars, and their spiritual essence, move just beyond the consciousness, always dwelling in a space between fear and fascination. This is a land of death, and all the fears connected with it. But it is as well a realm of re-birth and all the joys that are connected with it. Our group will get an opportunity to experience this first hand. However not just with the mind, but also with the body.

There are many ways to experientially experience the process of death and re-birth. One of the oldest forms of this transcended wisdom is either through submersion in water or burial in the earth. Each form has a similar but different focus and purpose. Both allow us to come face to face with our greatest enemy—fear. It is dusk and our dear students have been fasting since breakfast. We have not told them what we will be doing, since we did not want to seed their minds with worry and dread. They trusted Sherry and I, but they also knew that every experience and activity was optional.

Standing in the near darkness on an isolated stretch of beach, the lush jungle to our backs and the bluish-green crystal clear waters to our front, we explained the spiritual exercise:

·        Each person had a partner who was going to witness the experience as well as acting in the role of a guardian angel. As I handed each person a straw and a small cloth to cover their eyes, I sensed their level of fear and observed their eyes—the windows to the soul, and remembering the ones that I would need to keep more of an eye on. For some this was one of the worst things that I could ask them to do—be buried alive!

·        One would dig their own grave; keeping in mind the impermanence of the body while letting go of a quality of self that no longer served them. As they let go of this quality they would also need to replace it with a positive one, such as increased patience. Meanwhile their partner-their guardian angel-would silently witness this courageous act of digging one’s own tomb of spirit.          

·        When they were ready they would lay in the “arms of the mothering earth” while their guardian angel covered them completely—except for the straw that they would breathe through. Now if you have ever tried to breath through a straw you know the limitation. This added the additional fear of not getting enough air. And of course, the more tense that you are, the less air that you can breathe.

·        The graves were deep enough that when covered, a person would need assistance in getting out! So there was, if you will, an angel line. The person buried keeps one hand out of the grave and their angel holds their hand. When they have completed the exercise to the best of their ability, they would squeeze their angel’s hand and the angel would dig them out. There was no time limit or required depth of the grave; it was up to the individual. Over the years, I have seen many shallow graves and a few very deep ones. And the time spent covered from a few seconds to upwards of a half an hour. We never judge the people we work with—how they accomplish the exercises or if they choose not to even participate in a certain one—they know best; we are only teachers and guides that offer support and encouragement.

As the exercise began, all were in silence with one partner digging and the other witnessing. As I walked up and down the beach offering encouragement through my smile, I never took my focus or awareness off of the one student who was the most terrified. She had been in our program a few years, and in that time, she had healed many of her past woundings; but I knew this activity was bringing to the surface an old deep wounding, one from the core of her soul.

The grave was dug and she slowly crawled in and began to lie back, but suddenly, she bolted right back up into a sitting position, fear and terror etched on her face. With a deep breath and a courageous spirit, she tried again, and again until finally, she stayed lying down. As her guardian angel began to cover her, I stood right by her side knowing that Sherry would be watching the rest of our group. I was needed here.

She was only under a few seconds, which probably felt like an eternity to her. As she kicked her way out of the sand, I saw an old, an ancient serpent wrapped around her right leg! This was a spirit serpent, an old energy that had probably been attached to her leg for years. Her right leg has caused her pain and problems for years. No physician or alternative health practitioner had been able to diagnosis the cause of her limping and painful leg, nor had anyone been able to heal it. I positioned myself at the foot of her leg and begin an extraction healing. It is a shamanic practice that has been skillful utilized for thousands of years. As I prayed and began the extraction, I knew that no one else, except for Sherry, saw the serpent. The sweat built as I worked on this serpent energy, which did not want to be released. This type of extraction can be dangerous to me; if doubt or fear entered my mind, then the serpent could have attached to me. I needed to be one with the heavens and the earth, virgin in spirit, fully focused in the moment and with total confidence. The struggle reflected the cosmic dance of dark and light, and then, my voice erupted into my spirit song. I know that I am never alone, my heavenly “buddies” are always available and my earthly other half, Sherry is always there. With the power of the heavens, the earth, my soul and my song, I extracted the serpent with my hands and cast it away!

In the aftermath of this type of spirit healing, the person that has been healed needs to rest and be quiet. Without any explanation, Sherry helped her back to her cabana to rest and sleep. No food was needed, just pure water. It was not necessary to explain any details on what happened. It is always best to keep in mind that the greatest spiritual lessons are not found in books, but are learned by observing, doing spirit work and having spirit work done on you and then, asking questions.

The next morning at breakfast, she came over to thank us. As she and her roommate approached the table, I noticed how strong and confident she was walking, in fact, much stronger than I had ever seen her walk before. We asked her how she was feeling and if she had slept okay. At that moment a strange look crossed both of their faces. “I’m feeling much better, just a little weak,” she replied. “Both of us, however, could not sleep. We both swear that there was a gigantic snake in our room and many smaller one’s. We heard them moving in the dark and sensed them. But each time we turned on the light, we searched the complete cabana and there were no snakes!”

SPIRIT MAN OF TEOTIHUACAN

Teotihuacan, “the city where one becomes a god,” is the birthplace of the Fifth Sun and the home of the prophet Quetzalcoatl and his religion. According to legend it is here where wisdom flourished and the arts and sacred science originated two thousand years ago. It was a ceremonial and spiritual/religious center as well as a city where all the people were extremely religious.

Looking South from the Pyramid of the Moon
down the Street of the Dead.
(Photo by Jim)

Today the ruins of this theocratic city lie in a semiarid valley on a plateau 30 miles north of Mexico City. The enormous four-step pyramid—the Pyramid of the Sun, dominates this magical place, 2000 meters above sea level. This pyramid was situated so that the sun set exactly in front of it on the day of the summer solstice. As a spiritual city, Teotihuacan’s main avenue, and the axis of the city, the “Street of the Dead” runs for almost two miles South to North beginning at the Citadel housing the Temple of Quetzalcoatl and ending at the Complex of the Plaza of the Moon. Along it’s entire length it is lined with palaces, pyramids and temples. Walking this throughway, as was done before by the Initiates of Teotihuacan, you carry out a symbolic and mythological journey of death and re-birth. As part of this process, you pass through and complete the ceremonies first at the Temple of Water, then the Temple of Fire, the Temple of Air and finally the Temple of the Earth. For the thousands of casual tourists that tread this path, they know little of these very ancient and ageless ceremonial acts of death and re-birth. 

Quetzalcoatl, Plumed Serpent and Priest—King of Teotihuacan, is mythical in a legendary sense but in reality refers to an actual person who was a prophet, teacher and messenger to the people. To the Mayans, he was Kukulcan, the double-headed serpent. According to Frank Waters in his Mexico Mystique:

“Quetzalcoatl was a uniting symbol achieving union of opposites: heaven and earth, morning and evening star, matter and spirit….the transcendental meaning of this great myth is clear. It is an expression of the universal doctrine of sin and redemption, of death and resurrection, the transfiguration of man into god….this myth, in the broadest possible terms, enunciates the principle of all Creation: the incarnation of divine light, purity, and spirituality into gross matter; and then the agonizing redemption of matter by spirituality—the immortal theme of all world religions.”


It’s late May of 1995 and once again I find myself in Mexico, not in the jungles of the Yucatan, but in the highlands above Mexico City. Words can only portray a small portion of the magical feeling one has when they first set their eyes on the ruins of Teotihuacan. The twin pyramids of the Sun and the Moon—awe inspiring to say the least, crown the ruined city in its majesty. This mysterious archeological site is surrounded by a tall barbed wire fence, which, in the fantasy of my mind, I wonder if it’s to keep people out or to keep people in! At night the pyramids are lit with an unearthly glow, suggesting a possible landing point for extra-terrestrials. Not far from the entrance to this "City of Gods" lies the local hotel that I am staying in, Villas Arqueologicas.

Many people have a problem falling asleep at night, which for various reasons is very often connected with the stress and the worry in their life. Falling asleep is usually not a problem for me. But tonight, I was excited and my "land of dreams" was far away. As I’m lying focusing on letting the chatter in my mind disappear, a voice comes to me –go for a run! I’ve been a runner and a martial artist for thirty years and in that time I have always preferred late afternoon for my runs, never late at night. And after all those years of training and running, and of course the injuries (not to mention being in my late 40’s), when the sun sets my body determines it’s time to rest not run. I looked at the clock—close to midnight. I was in Mexico in an area that I’d never seen before—a white man running down a dark moon-less Mexican road at midnight. If you can imagine, this could possibly be the opening scene for a George Lucas movie. Hey, but the voice said—“go for a run” and I couldn’t sleep. Being who I am, I also thought that maybe I could find a way in through the fence and explore the ruins at night. I’ve done this before at other sacred sites such as Machupicchu in Peru and Tulum in the Yucatan.

As I walked outside the hotel the quiet and the aromatic scents triggered memories of times long lost to my genetic being and soul.  In the years of my travels, many of the ancient sites that I have journeyed to have resonated deep within my soul’s memory. As I walked through the darkness, feeling without seeing, the soul memories of Teotihuacan began to vibrate within the core of my being.  I came to the road surrounding the fenced ruins. Very little light was casted by the few overworked street lamps. As I began my run, off to the left in the distance, the illuminated Pyramid of the Sun glowed as a welcoming beacon to all who dare travel in these lands by night. Little time was needed to determine that it would not be a good idea to try and get through the fence. I figured I would just enjoy the run and wait for the morning.

Over the years I’ve been involved in some frightful situations and little did I know that this run was going to be very unique. People run for a variety of reasons—for exercise, as an escape from the stresses of their life and for competition, either against themselves or others. In my case, I run to connect with the heavens; various ideas, insights and knowledge come to me while I’m putting in the sweat-riddled miles. Tonight is no different; as I explored with my mind the symbology of Teotihuacan, I rounded a corner and out of the darkness came a pack of wild dogs, snarling and snapping. Stopping suddenly, I had a choice to be made very quickly—keep running towards them and engage them in battle (but the last thing I needed tonight was to kill someone’s pet and end up in a Mexican jail) or to get bit or scratched and worry about an infection or worse! My final option was to slowly back away, turn and retrace my steps. What would you do?

Of course as I slowly backed up and turned to run. Suddenly, out of the darkness and seemingly out of the void, a figure came running towards me. I wondered if it was the owner of the dogs. But the dogs had come from the other direction. No more time than it took for this thought to enter my mind and then disappear, there was a young man standing in front of me. As I looked back on this experience, later the next day, I realized that the dogs had suddenly disappeared.

This young man seemed to be agitated or maybe scared; he was speaking a language that I had not heard before, except for a short phrase in English. Pointing at me he said, “Quetzalcoatl—the Sixth Sun.” Then other words, which I could not understand, then repeatedly again and again “Quetzalcoatl—the Sixth Sun!” Time seemed to have stood still as he was now pointing to my feet. Did he want my running shoes—but his shoes looked brand new! More strange words and then once again, “Quetzalcoatl—the Sixth Sun”. I'd just run into a pack of vicious dogs that seemed to have disappeared; now this strange person was calling me “Quetzalcoatl—the Sixth Sun”.

Next he removed his non-descript baseball cap, which also appeared brand new, and offered it to me. In my many travels I have learned that in many cultures it is impolite and dis-respectful to refuse a gift. I took the cap even though I didn’t want it. Then deciding that this interchange was not getting us anywhere, I handed back the cap. Then a strange thing happened. As I placed the cap in his hands I looked closely into his eyes. The eyes are the windows into the soul to the depths of creation; I felt rather than saw an endless timeless space reflected in his eyes. This feeling is very difficult to put into words—It’s sadness but not sadness, it’s compassion but not compassion, it’s reality but not reality, it’s the meeting point of chaos and order and order and chaos! As he accepted the hat back, I had this overwhelming urge to hug him. There were no words exchanged as I broke the hug. Realizing this would be a good time to leave I smiled slightly, bowed (my Japanese Martial Art training) turned and started running back the way I came. After a few steps, I looked back—he was not there/he had disappeared.

Well, so much for an uneventful run! After what happened, the mere act of running seemed boring; a few more minutes passed and then the sound—a rifle shot in the distance and the undeniable ricochet near me! In times of danger our mind and our body can respond to the threat in a variety of ways; fear may freeze us or courage may move us and sometimes we just react without any conscious though at all. It wasn’t fear or courage just reaction as my legs moved the fastest that they moved in many years. But at that moment, my mind, being the wondrous thing that it is, remembered a scene from a movie starring Peter Falk. As the characters are running and being shot at (I believe on an airstrip in Central America), Peter Falk yells “serpentine.” Guess what, that’s what I did—zigzag…another shot, no ricochet and finally safety, not in the light but in the dark!

Experience the magic of Teotihuacan and join us on an exciting adventure: Initiatory Journey into the Myth and Mystery of the Feathered Serpents, Yucatan and Teotihuacan, Mexico
January 23rd – February 1st, 2005.

 



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